I met you back in hmm 10th grade for me. I was a fetus. But i remember you sat at the group of tables in front of me with austin and i was like fuck damn austin gets to have you as a partner and my partner is this random kid?? Anyways one time you talked to me and asked me something about my braces. Fast forward to 2024 and ive always wanted to reach out to you and complement you but didn't know if that was okay / how you'd receive it and i don't really use social media so honestly it wasn't something i was good doing. From complementing your one post around your birthday to eventually asking you to come with me to the mk.gee concert, i was in over my head lol. Anyways i asked you to come to the mk.gee concert and i immediately closed instagram. Lucky for me you said yes. And now i have tears over you so its crazy to me how important someone can become in your life. I hope this website shows you how important and special you are to me. Theres more ill add to it but almost like a time capsule. Whatever happens in this world, I'll know that she loved me how i deserved to be loved. Will that be enough? who knows but for now i can take that.
I love you, i will always love you, i want to be with you, id fight to be with you and give you all the love you deserve.
I was looking at some of our first messages the other day and ok did you know i purposefully tried to take a while to reply? I wanted to come off cool relaxed and not make it obvious i was in to you before we hung out the mk.gee concert. But no it was all pretend by the time you were on your way up i was so nervous. And i was looking at some of the text's before oh i can tell reading it how excited i was. Even though trying to be cool. I had all these plans and backup plans in case you weren't having fun. If you ever have the chance you should see if you can look. You are so cool i was like she is so cool. Anyways, by the time you asked to hang out again and get ice cream i jumped on that opportunity. No more pretending to take long to reply
You are my favorite person.
If you ever for a second question or questioned or are questioning my love for you and my interest for you or how bad i want to be with you, you'd be so wrong and so far off. In thinking of my life, you have been the most important thing and the biggest blessing over the past year. Don't ever question how important you are to me and your place in my world. You mean so much. You can, and you need to know and rest assured its always you and always has been you.
And i love you more than you could possibly know.